Couldn't help feeling lost and sad. My only daughter left last night for her future. I'm glad for her but deep down, I felt pain. Can she take care of herself? Will she be able to? Will all my three children be able to take care of each other in a far away land? I'm literally pushing all my children out of my realm. I have to for their own good. It doesn't work for them to be at home. Just doesn't. I wish they are all around me. At least I could wave goodbye every morning when they leave for work. At least I can still make something for breakfast for them while I still can. But I can't... I wish to keep them but I can't... just can't...

I wonder if there's any use weeping now. Just silent tears, silent hurt , silence..... the echo of what life will be from now...... ya.....it's meant to be I guess.... My only solace is that the three of them are together at the same place. God bless them. I hope they look out for each other and support each other. They should, wouldn't they? There's no end to worries.